I apologize now for not making a lot of sense, but I have had a rough week this week at work and I just want to say how grateful I am for my family. I love them so much and am so blessed to have happy, healthy children. We recently lost a patient and my heart aches for his family, as I cannot even comprehend the pain they must be going through and all I can do is cry because it makes me start to think about what I would in a situation like that. It is sad that it usually takes something like this to make me really sit down and think about how I treat my children and how little patience I have had with them in the past and I have to be honest and say that I haven't done so well. I know from working where I work that having a healthy child is a complete miracle and I feel like I have taken that forgranted. I, this week, have started to not yell at my kids so much, but enjoy them, and to realize sometimes it won't kill me to rock my sweet baby to sleep (yes, I know if you were to call me at work I would tell you this is a big "No No") but life is so short. Even if you live until your 100 will that really be enough time to tell the people that you love just how much you love them. I love my children and my husband so much and I don't know what I would ever do without them. I am so thankful for my husband and for working with me so that we to can soon enjoy the the blessing of being sealed in the temple for eternity. He is my bestfriend and I could not imagine my life without him. He is also such an amazing father, and I am so happy that my children have such a wonderful role model in there life. In fact I do get a little mad when Kason wakes up in the morning shouting "Mom, Mom" and then I go in there to get him and he says "I want Dad" Ugh.
I am sorry that this is kinda random, but like I said it has been a rough week and sometimes I just need to let everyone know how much I really do love them.